Shawnee Kish was always a performer, from standing on the tops of picnic tables to performing as a Shania Twain impersonator at 12 years old. Music is her purpose and medicine, and she’s using her platform to empower Indigenous and LGBTQ2S+ youth. A self-titled EP was released in June.
Kish got her start in the music industry at the influential age of 20 years old. She experienced pressure from music executives to fit an overdone sugary pop star mould that didn’t feel authentic and was told to change her appearance.
“I remember going to a label, and they asked, ‘OK, Shawnee. So, tell us who you are,’ and I had my team around me at the time, and I looked at everyone, and I was like, ‘I don’t know. I have no idea anymore,'” says Kish.
Kish came out as a Two-Spirit person in her early 20s, and was told to make sure that when she’s singing and representing herself, she “invite[s] the boys” and not just girls. The assumption that she only appeals to women is appalling to Kish to this day, mainly because her brand is all about acceptance.
“First of all, everybody’s invited — it’s music,” says Kish. “Second of all, I am not some kind of symbol of whatever you think this is. I represent who I am. And whoever that speaks to is OK with me.”
Kish wasn’t always comfortable with her identity. She struggled with depression as a teen and knows how it feels as an Indigenous person to be told to look like someone else. The path to acceptance and putting societal pressures aside, Kish says, is to get back to your roots. She surrounded herself with family and rediscovered why she loves music. Some people do it for money, but Kish’s advice is to do it from the heart, which is how fellow Indigenous artist Celeigh Cardinal got her start in music.
At the age of four, Cardinal had her first solo performance at church which she describes as her jumping-off point. “Performing is an expression of love and connection for me,” she says.